20050104

Yaharr Bitches! Bring on the NInja Clans.. me and my drunken ass will take you on! Rawk!~~Lacey~~

Dread Pirate Lady Snac
Dread Pirate
Swashbuckling:11
Drunkenness:14
Booty:19
Weapons:Cannon, Broken Bottle
TOTAL:44
Get your own fightin' Pirate at PvN


20050103

Ive discovered a new sanity. When im stuck at home with one kid who's 6 and dances more provocatively than britney spears, and the 11 year old who will tell me she shot heroin with Jimi Hendrix if I think its cool ( No Joke... she made a crack about my scar on my side from falling off a horse and getting a nasty scrape, and the only reason it scarred is cause I scratched too much, so I told her, so she pointed to a scar on her knee and told me she fell on a syringe of Haldol ( paralyzing drug used in psych patients and her leg was numb for 2 months, oh, and she walked home on a broken knee cap...) When it all gets too hectic.. I just simply pump ACDC loudly into my ears. Now if you'll excuse me I have to go hide from a social worker. Turns out its sorta illegal for me to be living here without all the necessary forms and shit. so im oging to go hide :). Love yto you all---lacey--

20050102

So Ive got some news. and its fairly big news. okay... its one of those life-changing things that happens and you go wow. This is big shit.
So Im sitting at KEnny's house and my mom calls. She bullshits for a while and then tells me that she finally has decided to tell me something ive been waiting to hear my whole life. I finally know the last name of my birth parents. She thought it was Costella, but then I logged onto an adoption website and got intouch with a woman named Mary from SanDiego checked birthrecords from Woodland Ca (where I was born) and the only unnamed baby girl born on June 22, 1985 ( and now im crying cause im listening to Concrete Angel with Tasha, its from MArtina McBride... Look it up... :( ) ANYWAY the only unnamed babygirl's last name was Delcasale. So I called my mom again and she thought that could have been right, then made a crack about 18 years since hearing it and she was foggy. The point is, is that now I have starting point. I have a first and LAst name of my brithmother. I can finally see who I really came from, meet my siblings, have yet another family to love. This is so freaking huge its still frying my braincells. Oh, and JOn, this revelation is sort of why I wasnt at youthgroup tonight... I took over the computer and was researching what I could :).
In closing: If Michelle Costella, or Costello, or Delcasale reads this. My name is Lacey Westgate and I dont hate you. Rather, I would l0ve the chance to get to meet you and the rest of my siblings/father. my email is bustedtrumpet@hotmail.com and (209) 586-0633 is my house phone.
Thanks guys. Heres to a whole new adventure in the life of me :)
Blue Eyed Devil out ( a la CG ;) )