i love him... i really do... He worries im going to cheat. top 3 reasons I wont:
1: he is *ahem* skilled. He can take my breath away still after 7 months (TODAY =) =) )together...
2. he holds my entire heart and I wont take it back and give it to someone else for a night, knowing full well they'd break it or do sometihng stupid like lose it in the wash.
3. he's the most amazing person Ive ever met, easliy the most intelligent and thoughtful even if he dosent believe it himself. A girl dosent need huge teddy bears and diamonds to know she's loved. this girl needs someone to bullshit with till all hours, curl up with at night, and wake up happily next to in the morning,.
but enough sap... starbucks is going well. finally a job io enjoy, im paid to look pretty nd talk to people while caffeinating the living shit outta them. Go me. Most of my co-workers rock as well, a plus. my manager is an airhead, but a loveable one who really does know what she's doing beneath htat mess of blonde hair...
Im off to faire... wishing there was a way for me to have a corset I cant afford, but I think I'll start making payments... or something... I can talk to jerry, he's fairly laid back.
love and kisses--dreaming of an integra with my name on the title and hte keys in my hand--me