So ive come to a realisation that I am in fact ( and jojo is going to do a happy dance when I admit this) too free with my heart. I mean... I fell for him didnt I (lol...love you joe). But seriously...im stuck on Jason, someone who never loved me, or ever did anything remotely super cute..( well..okay..he did drive to bfe at 12:30 at night to spend the night with me at ogre bash)... but I mean..he wasnt affectionate outwardly, he wasnt doting, or spoiling or anything, and i cant get my mind off of him...damn it.... ooh well...maybe casual sex will fix me ( JUST KIDDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). I have no intentions of that. THis weekend im going to gathering in honor of my uncle mike... Ill be back on monday late, and availible for chill time tuesday. Anyhoo... Lots of love to everyone, have a safe fourth and I'll see you all soon. Im sorry I wont be at college group, but seeing as its the fourth, im not sure many people will be...sorry JOhn. No making pIe art this week. HAve a wonderful weekend!--Lacey--
ps: if you...jason...somehow find this, heres my song to you:
"Stupid"

Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now
for I am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes

[Chorus:]

how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

love has made me a fool
it set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak
except to cry out and wait for your answer
but you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places
create an oasis
dries up as soon as you're gone
you leave me here burning
in this desert without you

[Chorus]

everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses I know

[Chorus]